Me...

Okay so today is just Weds. Hump day, middle whatever you want to call it. It is just Wednesday. I am blessed, but... Yes there is that ugly word. Why can I not just be blessed? Why must I add BUT? I want to get to the place where I can rest in my Lord. Know He has seen today, tomorrow and tomorrow ... I am just not "feeling" blessed. I know that is such a women thing, but it is true. Once again I am waring in my mind, praying for the mind of Christ to take hold in my human mind.